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  • pagan melody

    *Sorceress by J. W. Whaterhouse*
    sorceress

    My imaginary embodiment in the dim and distant past. I always believed that I look much like the pre-Raphaelites’ Muse.
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    more naked youths at Revue_Blanche
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    *With the blessings of Hermes Logios*
    Ancient pages at Revue_Blanche. Two old stories, amatory themed texts for ancient literature lovers.

    In The Satyricon, by Petronius I love many bits (with the excerption of the interpolations); this is one of them:

    Embracing Giton, I wept aloud: "Did we deserve this from the gods," I cried, "to be united only in death? No! Malignant fortune grudges even that. Look! In an instant the waves will capsize the ship! Think! In an instant the sea will sever this lover's embrace! If you ever loved Encolpius truly, kiss him while yet you may and snatch this last delight from impending dissolution!" Even as I was speaking, Giton removed his garment and, creeping beneath my tunic, he stuck out his head to be kissed; then, fearing some more spiteful wave might separate us as we clung together, he passed his belt around us both. "If nothing else," he cried, "the sea will at least bear us longer, joined together, and if, in pity, it casts us up upon the same shore, some passerby may pile some stones over us, out of common human kindness, or the last rites will be performed by the drifting sand, in spite of the angry waves." I submit to this last bond and, as though I were laid out upon my death-bed, await an end no longer dreaded.

    Joris-Karl Huysmans (1848–1907) writes on The Satyricon in his book A Rebours (Oscar Wilde's favorite book):
    "...The writer he really loved and who made him reject for good and all from among the books he read, Lucan and his sounding periods, was Petronius.
    Petronius was an acute observer, a delicate analyst, a marvellous delineator; calmly, without prejudice, without animosity, he described the daily life of Rome, setting down in the lively little chapters of the Satyricon the manners, customs and morals of his day.
    Noting facts as they occurred, putting them down in positive black and white, he disclosed the trivial, every-day existence of the commonalty, its incidents, its bestialities, its sensualities.
    Here, we have the Inspector of Lodgings coming to inquire the names of the travellers lately arrived; there, it is a brothel where men are prowling round naked women standing beside placards giving name and price, while through the half-open doors of the rooms the couples can be seen at work; elsewhere again, now in country houses full of insolent luxury, amid a mad display of wealth and ostentation, now in poverty-stricken taverns with their brokendown pallet-beds swarming with fleas, the society of the period runs its race, - debauched cut-purses like Ascyltos and Eumolpus on the look-out for a piece of luck; old wantons of the male sex with their tucked-up gowns and cheeks plastered with ceruse and acacia red; minions of sixteen, plump and curly-headed; women frantic with hysteria; legacy hunters offering their boys and girls to gratify the lustful caprices of rich men; all these and more gallop across the pages, quarrel in the streets, finger each other at the baths, belabour each other with fisticuffs like the characters in a pantomime.
    All this told with an extraordinary vigour and precision of colouring, in a style that borrows from every dialect, that cribs words from every language imported into Rome, that rejects all the limitations, breaks, all the fetters of the so-called "Golden Age," that makes each man speak in his own peculiar idiom - freemen, without education, the vernacular Latin, the argot of the streets; foreigners, their barbarian lingo, saturated with African, Syrian, Greek expressions; idiotic pedants, like the Agamemnon of the Satyricon, a rhetoric of invented words. All these people are drawn with a free pencil, squatted round a dining-table, exchanging the imbecile conversation of tipsy revellers, mouthing dotards' wise saws and pointless proverbs, all eyes turned upon Trimalchio, the giver of the feast, who sits picking his teeth, offers the company chamber-pots, discourses of his insides, begging his guests to make themselves at home.
    This realistic romance, this slice cut from the raw of Roman life, without one thought, whatever people may say, whether of reforming or satirizing society, without any moral purpose whatever or idea of moralizing, this tale, - there is neither intrigue nor action in it, - bringing before the reader the love adventures of male prostitutes, analyzing with calm address the joys and griefs of these amours and these amorous couples, depicting in language wrought to the perfection of a piece of goldsmith's work, without the writer once showing himself, without a word of comment, without one phrase of approbation or disapproval of his characters' deeds and thoughts, the vices of a decrepit civilization, an Empire falling to ruin, rivetted Des Esseintes' attention; he saw in the refinements of its style, the keenness of its observation, its closely knit, methodical construction, a strange likeness, a curious analogy with the three or four modern French novels that he could stomach.
    We may be sure he bitterly regretted the loss of the Eustion and the Albutia, two works by Petronius mentioned by Planciades Fulgentius, but now vanished beyond possibility of recovery..."

    One more story. From Letters of Marcus Aurelius:

    Marcus to Fronto:
    Go ahead, as much as you like, threaten me, accuse me, with whole clumps of arguments: but you will never put off your erastes--I mean me. Nor will I announce that I love Fronto any less, or will I love him less, because you by such varied and vehement and elegant expressions have proved that those who love less are more to be helped out and lavishly endowed. No, by god, I am dying so for love of you, nor am I scared off by this dogma of yours, and if you will be more quick and ready for others, who don't love you, I still will love you while I live and breathe... For I love you, and I think that this at last ought to be granted to true lovers, that they take more pleasure in the victories of their eromenoi. We have won, then, we have won, I say... And indeed I will swear this with every confidence: if that Phaedrus guy of yours ever really existed, if he was ever away from Socrates, Socrates didn't burn more with desire for Phaedrus than I've burned during these days--did I say days? I mean months--for the sight of you? Your letter fixed it so a person wouldn't have to be Dion [Plato's big fan and patron] to love you so much, if he isn't immediately seized with love of you. Goodbye, my biggest thing under heaven, my glory. It's enough for me to have had such a teacher.

    Fronto to Marcus:
    ...I thought I had long since been loved enough, but for you even as much as you love me it's still not enough; so that no sea is as deep as your love for me. So much so that I could really complain, why don't you love me as much as ever you can, since by loving me more every day you prove that the love you gave me before wasn't the most possible. Do you think that my consulship brought me as much joy as the proofs of your utmost love, so many of them in one place?... And I am that much luckier than Hercules and Achilles, because their arms and weapons were borne by Patricoles and Philoctetes, men much inferior to them in manhood; but my little mediocre speech, not to say ignoble, was lit up by Caesar, most learned and eloquent of all... It's true indeed, as our friend Laberius says, that, to make someone fall in love, "sweet ways are what drive you wild, kind deeds are witchcraft." And nobody could ever have struck such a flame into a lover by potion or love-charm as you, by what you did, have made me dazed and love-struck by your burning love. For every letter on the page, that's how many consulships, that's how many laurels, triumphs, victory robes I think I achieved...

    source: yahoogroup Ecclesia Antinoi
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  • hypnotic poison

    Hypnotic Poison is one of my perfumes
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    *Lara_on_tour*
    The silence of the blog is silence of a library or museum--but music you can find elsewhere. Music wherever you go. And today--a bit of dark lyric The Eyes Of Lara Moon--Arena, Pepper’s Ghost (2005)

    There in a dream--More than it seems
    A Morbid theme--Through the eyes of Lara Moon
    Back from the grave--A twilight state
    Help came too late--Through the Eyes of Lara Moon
    No chance to change--What came before
    The senseless rage--Through the Eyes of Lara Moon
    And so we wait--Night after night
    To share that fate--Through the Eyes of Lara Moon
    You saw it coming--But you did nothing
    You just kept watching--Through the eyes of Lara Moon
    It's hard to fight
    When you're struggling for breath
    And it's hard to smile
    Noble in the face of death
    There's no defence
    To quell a greater force of will
    One desperate flight
    But needlessly their blood is spilt
    Endure the bleakest days
    Light the visions crowding in
    Identify the blame
    Expose the guilty and the sinners
    Vocation holds us here
    Even to the end of days
    There's no inaction
    That will feed the hungry flames
    And so we wait--Night after night
    To share that fate--Through the Eyes of Lara Moon
    Nowhere to hide--Night after night
    So dead inside--Through the Eyes of Lara Moon
    And so we wait--Night after night
    To share that fate--Through the Eyes of Lara Moon
    And so we wait--Night after night
    So dead inside--Through the Eyes of Lara Moon
    Through the Eyes of Lara Moon.
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    *pour l'amour du beau*

    “The World Is Not Enough...
    But it is such a perfect place to start, my love
    And if you’re strong enough
    Together we can take the world apart, my love”.

    It’s silly to be in love with a celebrity. I know of that to my own cost, as I am a member of several groups, communities and forums, dedicated to several celebrities. To be in love in an actor is silly hundredfold. If he notices your existence, at best, he will use your soul as raw material for his art.
    Have you ever felt a spiritual connection with the celebrity you are in love with? I don’t believe in a supernatural connection, but I felt and keep on feeling something of the kind. It’s obscure yet awesome. Visiting the websites I feel somebody’s kindness at times--as I suspect, it’s not kindness of the celebrity but kindness of еру celebrity’s nephew who created the group or forum or website.
    By the way, a popular blogger is akin to a superstar therefore it’s silly to love him too.

    “People like us know how to survive,
    There’s no point in living if you can't feel alive
    We know when to kiss, and we know when to kill
    If we can’t have it all, then nobody will”.
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    *leaning over backward*
    It’s time for fun. The crazy, prodding billiard.
    You pocket two white balls. The tune in the baroque.
    One’s merit is a wish to sell one’s snowy horror
    in twisted mind on high, bereft of last repose.
    No music, no repose, no god, no inspiration.
    A strange somebody’s imp falls through the Internet.
    The snowstorm-fallen trees show us the three-dimensional
    undying Masquerade, life-born imagery.
    In mirrored circle time stands still as white and splendid
    and dreamlike Bal Masque. The masks of moments dance
    throughout times and lands, reflecting in the mirrors,
    and disappear all--the Bal is endless though.
    New personages act the endless play of pleasure,
    dependent on a warmth, dependent on a love--
    if we have neither, we depend on other, darker,
    more dangerous, alas, and more destructive things.
    Red lips conceal the fangs. We all depend on others,
    and on the quirky twist of our own dreams.
    The slavery of dreams. O brother, darling, where…
    where on earth are you?
    Perchance in mirrors. No.

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    quotation of the day
    Then something, some surviving ghost from those dead ten years--for one cannot die, even for a little, without some loss--made me say, "Love? I'm not asking for love." (Evelyn Waugh, Brideshead Revisited)
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    “That’s impossible!” said Cause.
    “That’s folly!” remarked Experience.
    “That’s useless!” cut short Pride.
    “Try that…” whispered Dream.
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    "a thing of beauty is a joy for ever"

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    Bronze statue of David (c. 1425–1430) by Donatello (1386–1466), a famous early Renaissance Italian artist and sculptor from Florence.
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  • opening the gates to Equinox…

    *Life imitates art--so do I*
    null The green carnation, Oscar Wilde’s attribute, though his favorite colour was vermillion. This artificial flower appears in books here and there. Many writers have a dig at it and its owners--“It is said, a wild flower smells warmer if it’s smashed”--and the green carnation has become the first symbol of people who declare their homosexuality, a precursor to the rainbow flag. Despite the widespread opinion, the green carnation had become a gay emblem after Oscar’s death and not before. Wilde's descendent Merlin Holland (Irish Peacock and Scarlet Marquess) adduces the logical argument: if the carnation were used for a declaration of the kind, then the Marquess of Queensberry had no need to prove something, searching hints between lines of The Picture of Dorian Gray. The green carnation could do what the white lilies and sunflowers could not--the flowers that make Wilde a target of caricaturists. The flowers are but creations of nature--and the green carnations as such did not exist in Wilde’s times. As far as I know, the carnations were placed in a special nutritive liquid which lent them the “Irish” colour. A good example of ennobling Life by Art. What an aestheticism… According to Richard Ellmann, the green carnation first came into being or rather appeared in public at the premiere of Lady Windermere's Fan in 1892, February 20. That night Wilde asked several friends and an actor to put green carnations in their buttonholes.
    “What does it mean?” asked Robertson. Wilde replied: “Nothing. But let everyone rack brains over it”. [citation in English needed]
    In 1894 was first published the scandalous novel The Green Carnation by Robert Hichens whose lead characters are closely based on Oscar Wilde and Lord Alfred Douglas (aka 'Bosie'). The book features the characters of 'Esme Amarinth' (Wilde), and 'Lord Reginald (Reggie) Hastings' (Douglas). The words put in the mouths of the hero and his young friend in the story are mostly gathered from the sayings of their originals. Robert Hichens spent nearly a year "in the company of the men" and was able to accurately recreate the atmosphere and relationship between Oscar and Bosie. The book was believed to be a satire to aestheticism, and at the same time it proved to be a non-fiction depicting, an uncomplimentary characterization of the “chevalier of the green carnation”, however, this did not prevent many from ascribing its authorship to Wilde, which necessitated him to write an official refutation:
    “…Yes, I’ve invented this delightful flower. But I have nothing to do with the common second-rate book that has misappropriated the flower’s weirdly beautiful name. The flower is a work of art. The book--by no means”. [citation in English needed]
    The weird flower took root not only in Britain; in the early 20th century, describing exteriors of Russian aesthetes the Moscow reporters frequently mentioned the green carnations in ears or hair.
    The book The Green Carnation was withdrawn from circulation in 1895, but by that time the damage had been done. Wilde soon stood three consecutive trials for Gross Indecency and was sentenced to two years at hard labor. The book was one of the works used against him by the prosecution. The Green Carnation was republished in 2006 as a hardcover.

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    entertaining read
    “…The distant view of his past and youth, the diamonded cosmos which history finished off in one”.
    (V. Nabokov, “Pnin”)

    The novel Pnin is one of my favorite books of Nabokov--however I love his all books with the exception of two: Look at the Harlequins! and Ada or Ardor. Lately I reread the book. It is, without a doubt, the funniest serious novel of the 20th century.
    The book follows a Russian-born professor named Timofey Pnin living in the United States. This is Nabokov’s second novel written in English. Most interesting is the frequent use of Pnin's own name to describe our protagonist's various foibles and conceits--the name is used as early as Chapter 1 ("Pnin in the meantime had yielded to the satisfaction of a special Pninian craving. He was in a Pninian quandary."), and is evoked whenever Pnin commits some action that, to our narrator, is a product of his “Slavic eccentricity”.
    Pnin, as a character, is a cliché: the simple-hearted fool, the confused foreigner, the academic with no life skills. No desire for adventure; he is an innocuous dreamer whose great ambition is a complication-free life, in the Pninian sense of the words. We are allowed to labor under the misapprehension that Pnin-character and Pnin-novel are a comedic exercise in buffoonery. It is only when Liza Wind, the former Mrs Pnin is introduced that we are nudged towards sympathy for the old scholar. Her cruel treatment, her dismissal of his sentiments, her treachery and deceit mirror closely the attitude of the narrator and reader prior to her introduction. It is all too easy to write Pnin off as a joke; but his nostalgia is real, as is his love of the woman who tortures him and the son who may not be his. We now have a new aspect to the Pninian character, one that becomes more and more important as the narrative unfolds: he is pathetic, and as sad as any character in English literature.
    Pnin’s ultimate success is the victory of one of Nabokov's core principles: that realism in a novel matters only in the context of that novel's world, unencumbered by the laws of reality and visible nature. It is also a small victory against the tyranny of established language that Nabokov can create a word to describe his character using his character's name.
    I heartily recommend the book.

    The Original of Laura news:
    http://www.slate.com/id/2181859/pagenum/all/

    questionnaire
    Why did you first read Lolita?
    If you have read Lolita, what made you read it for the first time?
    Answers:
    a)The book is famous or considered a classic.
    b)I had read other Nabokov books/short stories first, and this was a natural progression.
    c)I heard it was supposed to be dirty.
    d)I saw a movie version and then wanted to read the book.
    e)Someone I know urged me to read it.
    f)It was required reading for school.
    g)The subject matter interested me.
    h)The subject matter interested me due to my personal experience.
    i)Other.
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    the Goncourt brothers on Edgar Alan Poe’s detective stories. From Journal des Goncourt:
    “After reading Edgar Alan Poe. What the critics have not noticed: a new genre of literature, a portent of the 20th century literature. A sci-fi, fairy-tale, based upon the principle A+B; a morbid literature, clear up to translucency. No poesy--imagination is verified by analysis: Zadig--a crime investigator, Cyrano de Bergerac--a pupil of Arago. There is a feeling of monomania in this. Objects play more important part than humans; love makes way for deduction and other sources of thoughts, phrases, plots and entertainment; the base of the novel is removed from the heart to the head, passes from feelings to thoughts; drama is replaced with computations.”
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    sex stories
    My blog activity is a storytelling mostly. In my own writings there is only one heterosexual love story--a sadomasochistic story in which I am a victim. I can’t publish it, because I’ve not translated it thus far, because I’m not sure I can do the translation correctly, because I am in difficulty talking of sex-and-relationships stuff in English. But I’ll learn to do it some day, and some day the story will be translated to English and published--and it will be something special. And today--other stories. 2 or 3 years ago I found some erotic stories on the Net. Here they are:
    http://www.geocities.com/larisabee/sexxx.doc
    WARNING! This text contains material about homosexual relationships. If you are of legal age and open to explicit gay contents, you are welcome. . .
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    *The Winged Man-Lion. One of the most beautiful youths*
    null The bronze statue of David by Andrea del Verrocchio (1435–1488). It is claimed that Verrocchio modelled the statue after a handsome pupil in his workshop, the young Leonardo da Vinci. As far as we know, Verrocchio was an artist who strictly followed nature in his works, so now, in the exterior of David we can see a portrait of Leonardo who was going on 18. Leone-ardo. His eye, his smile… Awesome. As a red-haired young man, most likely he has a milky-white skin and perhaps some golden freckles over the bridge of his nose and beneath his lower eyelids. Taking into consideration his enormous inborn curiosity I would call his face study-wearied. Obviously he sleeps few hours a day. But he smiles--and that’s delightful. Perhaps at the years of apprenticeship he begins to follow contrapposto in his art. As his biographers say, his manner of standing at a moment of repose is like the statue shows, right according to contrapposto, an Italian term meaning ‘counterpoise’, used in the visual arts to describe “a human figure standing with most of its weight on one foot so that its shoulders and arms twist off-axis from the hips and legs”. This graceful pose is simply most comfortable, as we can see. The only inexact detail is the sword in his right hand, for he is a left-hander.
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    Part 1 and Part 2 of my novel La Lune Blanche have been recently published at Turner Maxwell Books. Be sure to get your copy here:
    http://www.turnermaxwellbooks.com/LLB.htm
    http://www.turnermaxwellbooks.com/LLB2.htm
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    *gloriole of quotations*

    “I will survive: if hell rejects me, there is always paradise”.--(Jocelyn Lindenridge-Blanche, our dear boy at a moment of dismals).

    "To clutch life's hair, and thrust one naked phrase Like a lean knife through the ribs of time."--(from the sonnet The City of the Soul by Alfred Douglas).

    “May it won't be so little that is so dear to You…"--(Marcus Valerius Martialis on a life of a beloved thing).

    “If You are with me at heart, if we love each other, then Rome is wherever we live.”--(Marcus Valerius Martialis to his friend)

    “Life is like the Games. Some come to compete, some--to trade, and the happiest ones--to watch”.--(Pythagoras)

    “Death has nothing to do with us. While we are, death isn’t here; when death is here, we are no more”.--(Epicure)

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    vampire tidings
    Last year, after a long travel round the world the Vampire Lexandros, far cousin of the Vampire Armand settled in Transylvania and started his own wine-making business.
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    Good wine needs no ivy bush.
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